I am so sick this week which is unfortunate because it is also finally lovely weather. I planted some of my bedding plants this morning because it rained last night and so the soil was nice and moist, however that was enough to require an hour lying down. I had to cancel one of my little clients today because I don't want her catching whatever this is. Also I can't think all that clearly and certainly can't move all that fast. May has worked out to be almost a holiday for me from Attic Therapy. Lots of cancellations because of sickness. I guess it was my turn. That's good because of my often hinted at need to consider my future and options. I've had time to think and talk with Dan more than usual. And get the garden in! It looks so nice right now - all black and soft and even. I love the first two months when everything behaves and nothing is too tall and untamed. Everything green and healthy growing in straight lines. Very lovely.
Dan thinks that I try to be all things to all people and I should stop. I don't think that's possible. I just need to decide where to be so the people I am with are the people I should be with at any given moment. No problem. Most of the time the decision is made for me anyway. However broad strokes are up to me - volunteer at school or not? Work more or less? Spend time with friends or family? I think too much. Now I'm going to be online too much. Hooray!!
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